Wednesday, October 29, 2003

well .. i missed chinese lessons again ... came to school bout 7.55 but then dun dare to go into the lt ... its like so weird ... damn .. another chinese lesson gone and chinese exam is like 8 days more to go .. wtf ... haI~ i muz reaffirm my stand that sch has really lost its appeal .. it doesnt attracts me to wake up early to get my bum to sch ... well ... tat explains why i'm late everyday ... (chinese being the first period is another) but anyway .. its juz sch sux .. well dun think i'll be here next year anymore ...

digital love;
8:38:00 AM

well .... ytd was 2 ... fast eh .. haha .. didnt reali do much .... anyway ... my dad juz scolded me for some no good reason ... well .. i'm starting to realise that there is a huge generation gap kinda thing ... i think hes still living in the 80s .... such a nag ... nag over some tupid reasons ... sigh ..

digital love;
8:38:00 AM

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well .. wad m i doing here ...
hai .. i think i slept 14 hours ytd .. oink oink ..
but still woke up late
its chinese now ..
its important ..
but well
school has already lost its appeal ..
hai ..
and its pw later
which is impt too ... well
argh !~

well ... it was depressing ...

yep .. ok ..well ... its saturday .. had training ......
well so tired ... had a few knocks ...
but then went out wif her !! ..
yay ... tat made my day ...
haha ... hope tat made ur day too ...

well .. ytd there was the bbq ...
hope u all enjoyed it ya ... maybe organising some other event too ...
how bout sentosa part II ..... =)
had a great time cooking craping ... getting heart attacks ...
visit from a dog and a cat ...
watching mich "swim"
well .. it was fun
a great bonding event tat we did not have for a damn long time liao .. haha ..
ok ... take care all .. its monday on monday .. ok .. anyway .. bring money to pay for the bbq ya ..

well .. promos juz ended today ...
happy ??
not reali ...
kinda sick ...
plus monday get results liao
plus chinese a
plus pw
is promos reali over ??
argh
but on a brighter side
we're going to marina on fri
for those who do not know
well now u know
we are oso celebrating michs birthday on that day
i will confirm the time tomolo or something
so well tats it .... dieded

shucks .. its econs again ...
and i dun feel too good
had a tummy upset
and now having a damn headache
argh .. i dun wanna fail ...

shucks ... econs sux ...
i'm gonna get retain .....
sian ...

sian ...

ok .. been studying these few days ..
juz started othello todae ..
sian ... history i'm gonna die ... i juz dun noe anything ..
helP !!
haI~ ... stress

eh dear .. i'm not angry or piss .. juz kinda angry wif myself for not studying history ... sian .. so its not ur fault k .. hehe =) ya .. sian ... and promos is 2 days .. yes 2 days .. ok i repeat again 2 days .. argh .. i'm gonna die ..

My Sickness
i think i'm seriously sick
i got a serious eating disorder
argh .. i cant help it
i juz eat and eat
i swear i'm going to cut down on how much i eat ... it also helps to save money ...
can believe i've eaten thousands of dollars .. haI~~

to her .. my dear

Jennifer Lopez - Baby i love u
Boy I never knew I could feel
The way I felt, when I felt
They way you were feelin me baby
I'm so out of control
Everytime you look my way
I realize more and more
How much I adore those pretty eyes of yours
I'm helpless baby
What I want to know is
Are you willing to try
Can you love me for a lifetime
Or just one night ohh

Chorus
Baby I love you
Love You
Baby I need you
Need You
I gotta have you
I gotta have you baby
Cant be without you
Be without you

Baby I love you
Yea
Baby I need you
Need You
I gotta have you
I gotta have you baby
Cant be without you

Blessed and Cursed on the same day
The day that I first felt the power of you
Inside of me
Such a strong feeling
There comes a time in everyones life
When you know that everyone around you knows
That everything has changed, your not the same
Its a new day
Oh what I wanna know is
Are you willing to try
Try to be more meaning to this than what meets the eye

Chorus

Ohh I love the way you kiss me
Baby please
Im about to loose my mind
Ohh talk to me
cuz Im beggin for you and Im down on my knees
Baby I know your the one that I need

...Baby I love you...
...You know that I need you...
...Gotta have you...
...Cant be without you...
...Baby I love you...
...You know I need you...
...Gotta have you...
...Cant be without you..

shucks .. exams coming .. and i dun even know which day is which paper ... sian .. =X ... anyway .. shitified ... i'm broke before the weeek starts ... gotto cut hair buy presents pay my bro money .. argh .. why now .. why during the hols ..
hai~~ ..

okk .. dear ... we gotto study hard lar huh .. but still hope to see u everyday .. =) ... hmm ok .. we shall scout for a new one ... but i wan scandals ... hehe .. =) .. ok work hard leh !!!!! really .. miss ya .. ~~~

okk .. take care to all reading oso and work hard ... =)

recent situation of gary and uh hmm ... reminds me of two song ...

this is for gary

Artist: Aslyn Lyrics
Song: That's When I Love You Lyrics

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing can make you change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what


this is for u noe who

anyone of us
I`ve been letting you down, down
Girl, I know I`ve been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
I should of played it cool

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand...

CHORUS:
It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
`cos i made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can`t take
My heart will break
`cos i made a stupid mistake...a stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy
I should of known
She must have altered my senses
As i offered to walk her home

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand...

REPEAT CHORUS + a stupid mistake

She means nothing to me...nothing to me
I swear every word is true
Don`t want to lose you

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

REPEAT CHORUS

Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Their hearts will break
`cos I made a stupid mistake...a stupid mistake...

i'm at home
for what ?
to study ..
but can i ?
dun tink so
i'm lazy
but i gotto ..
argh ..

hmm .. was thinking of how the song what a wonderful world was used in the show bowling for columbine ..

u all are getting me confused ... i know its none of my business by things are happening so fast ... an incident and then another incident keeps apperaing ... argh ... u all are so weird .. and u ... i have nuthing to say to u ... how could u are perhaps the only things ...

life life .. this few days has really showed me ...
its indeed "a wonderful world"

What a wonderful world - Louis Armstrong

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

The colours of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shakin' hands, sayin' "How do you do?"
They're really saying "I love you"

I hear babies cryin', I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll ever know
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Yes, I think to myself, what a wonderful world

Oh yeah

i'm speechless ...

hmm ..
wad to tok bout todae ...
backstabbers ...
hmm .. i hate those things
hehe .. i'm not referring to amy or ranne .. i juz jk wif u all
but i really hate those who really are ..
sigh .. .
but i wish i could be one and get the grades ..