i saw her again todae after so long ..
she smiled ... =)

so ... what's the winning number for 4-D ??

hmm .. is someone up there sending me a sign ?
firstly i took bus number 113 to heartland ..
and for some damn reason it took so slow .. took me 15 mins juz to reach there
ok .. then i took the bus on the wrong side when going home ... and the bus number was 113 ...
then it took me half an hour juz to get back ..
to add it all up, the remainding value on my ezlink card: $1.13

staring in the computer screen, reconsolidating my views about what do i want to be, what do i want to do, why am i even studying ?
humming to the tune of lately, i thought. i pondered. i wondered. i scratched my head and looked up to the sky for answers, but i found none.
do i really know what i really want ? a teacher ? an obs instructor ?
i think i've a vague and misty image of my future .. even with the ambition, how am i going to achieve them ?
i'm still in the comfortable zone, where theres food and a house and such, but the future? what do my interest lie in ? do i even want to enter uni ? or do i want to enter uni for the sake of entering ??
so many questions running in my head and yet no answers .. i'm jus taking a step at a time and until i come to my senses, i think i would just be in a daze, in a dream . . . .

was watching minority report again with edward ...
still think its a damn gd movie with all the special effects and stuff
but wad caught me was the bottom line
"You have a choice"
isnt that so true in life ???
we always have a choice in wat we do ....
we always have a choice unless we made a choice ..
realised that since i'm so lazy, isn't it my choice ?
y did i choose to be lazy ?
and now, why i cant i choose to be hardworking ??
sigh .. As ? y m i even studying for it ..
well its my choice
and i think to be hardworking .. i gotto reali work for it before i can justify my choice ...
i think i'm starting to contradict .. but wadever ..

have u ever felt as if you are searching for something but u dont know wat ??

failure doesn'mean you accomplised nothing ... it means you have learnt something ...

She can kill with a smile
She can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child
But she’s always a woman to me

She can lead you to love
She can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth
But she’ll never believe you
And she’ll take what you give her, as long as it’s free
She steals like a thief
But she’s always a woman to me

Chorus
Oh-she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She’s ahead of her time
Oh-and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind

And she’ll promise you more
Than the garden of eden
Then she’ll carelessly cut you
And laugh while you’re bleedin’
But she’ll bring out the best
And the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself
Cause she’s always a woman to me

Chorus

She is frequently kind
And she’s suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases
She’s nobody’s fool
But she can’t be convicted
She’s earned her degree
And the most she will do
Is throw shadows at you
But she’s always a woman to me

i need a new template ...

oh ya .. i got c5 for chinese
WOOHOO!!

i'm numb
numb to work
numb to scoldings
numb to tiredness
numb to all the fucking shit life has to offer
numb to u ...

oh ya .. anyway .. shanice dun be guilty stricken ... haha i dun think i would have the time to join it too .. and i think u and m can la .. can win one la .. better win ah ... dun dun feel like winning .. u can do it =) (no need to give me prize k ..) haha .. good luck !!

ok .. think u all would have heard it ... yesh theres no more chinese ... woohoo !! (oops)
haha .. anyway .. now there are people complaining at this absolutely correct decision ... well they say that people will juz aim for a c6 and juz stop and not work hard. someone should inform him that there are people who are not pro chinese. especially after having a teacher like sum. no insult meant, but shes juz such a great teacher aint she ..