relised tat hougang has like one million and one gangster wannabe ..
was walking home from school in this absolutely depressing weather .. when i headed home, i pass by this block .. well there were like many malays under it .. i've seen them before, playing cards lazing around .. but wad they were doing really tickled me ... they were like playing their handphone ring tone .. and singing those ah beng songs .. u noe .. the argh .. i duno .. those horrible songs .. wait can u even say that they are songs ? sigh .. wads wrong wif hougang and these people ..
the hot hershey chocolate tastes wonderful
digital love; 8:41:00 PM
i just love the rain ... when you were a kid ever enjoyed playing in the rain ? wasnt it so nice ? its been a long while since rain landed. and it was so fun walking in the rain. have u walked through those flats where there were a lot of rain falling .. don't you juz love walking through it with an umbrella .. ?? haha .. its so nice .. like going through a waterfall ..
chris is a kid again
digital love; 8:19:00 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
A little Joke
everyone has been a little stressed up, mood swings etc ..
so i would like to share my little discovery wif ya all to cheer things up
ok .. so guys do u remember our dear friend mr kong
haha .. ya .. juz realised his email is williamhung@minister.net
hahaha .. at least he is not in denial .. haha
reality check my dad had seen the results .. 2 os a D and a C6 ..
he asked me how m i going to go to uni
i said i didnt want to
then he said wads the point of coming to a jc ?
but ..
now that i'm in it .. i better work hard
theres still time to catch up ..
my dad told me
my friends told me
my teacher told me
so yes i can do it .. =)
life is getting harder to breathe for chris
digital love; 10:27:00 PM
Thursday, April 22, 2004
you are such a BITCH !!
digital love; 7:34:00 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
the nicoll incident ..
its so sad
sad sad
i feel so depressed .. hope u are too ..
such an accident happening in singapore .. its too scary
guess we're living too well .. sigh
i so sad,depressed .. i juz dun noe wad to talk bout ...
digital love; 7:01:00 PM
Friday, April 16, 2004
depressing life
yesh .. been plagued with many sort of problems this damn week ..
i'm a jerk and a loser personified in one ..
i'm beginning to lose self confidence when i should be gaining it
everything i'm doing now seems like a risk, one wrong step and i'm dead
everything is in a swirl and i'm in a matrix .. not knowing my purpose, my aims
sigh .. its sad its sad ..
luckily JPL made my day
digital love; 11:51:00 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2004
Post Common Test Blues
ok .. final results .. a F a Ao and a D ..
the one subject that i studied so hard ... did catastrophically horrible
while the subject that i least expect to pass did .. .
wads wrong wif me .. can i dun study and pass ? is getting 3 damn passes damn difficult ..? sigh .. today was the nail in the coffin wif econs paper coming bad .. it was like baddd ... with a capital B .. furthermore .. was nursing a damn sore throat .. sigh .. so u didnt hear me lamenting that much ...
Stress Piling sigh .. work work work ... scripts to remember .. but compared to my dear gary and amy, i have nuthing much really .. english week is coming, i feel so unprepared .. y is it so soon ? But as gary said .. we mus giv it our all .. well its a last time we're doing it anyway ..
Weather wads wrong wif singapore ... its been puCking hot these days .. u can juz break in a sweat the moment u stepped out of an air con room .. the heat is getting into my head .. its affecting everyone .. argh ...
anyway .. back to the not saying hi issue ..
sigh .. i'm guilty, i'm blasted for not saying hi ..
but its not the issue of ego i assure u ....
this is something i've thought bout too ..
and i've drawn into a conclusion
firstly .. i realised that i've not said hi to the 3 out of the 4
secondly .. there are 2 reasons ..
well .. i feel guilty whenever i see her .. its not ego i stress but i felt that i've let her down .. and seriously i dun have the face to go and tok to her ..
its the kinda feeling that i see her, i think that i've let her down ..
i'm sorry .... but its just that ya ..
Did anyone see Mr Huff fake expressions .... haha
did angels brought you here ?
digital love; 9:40:00 PM
Monday, April 12, 2004
was entering the damn place to take a leek .. and there it was
a damn cockroach .. wad the hell man .. the toilets in sr are really filthy its always so smelly and wet and ... yuCks ... wonder if the girls toilets are like that ?
anyway .. got part of my lit results todae ... scored a 26.5 ... quite disappointed .. well its not high enough .. sux sux sux .. my whole common test sux. .. and argh .. i think theres a virus in the damn com .. realised i get all this funny email saying that delivery failure ... and i didnt even send a damn email ... argh .. everything is breaking down .. my test results my life .. argh ...
but she waved hi ..
chris is saying goodbye yellow brick road
digital love; 3:55:00 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2004
brush wif god
attended church for the first time on good friday ..
well .. it was quite a weird experience i would say ..
well .. it was the day when jesus died .. so they were having a talk about why is good friday good ?
there were four reasons .. only vaguely remembered .. anyway .. it seem weird
furthermore .. i attended church again today ..
today is more bout the singing and prasing of the lord ..
such a juxaposition ..
anyway .. felt weird too .. didnt imagine people to be singing so happily in church .. so its like a total shock for me ..
upon further thinking .. realised i'm not the churchy person .. well .. firstly its like a total cultural shock for me .. the church is not wad i've imagined it to be ..
i believe in the man upstairs .. but i dunno ... i juz dun believe everything the church says ..
so yup ... but it was a good experience but i prefer to remain a free thinker .. even though my name sounds christian ..
chris is on yellow brick road
digital love; 12:23:00 AM
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
results yesh .. got back history
fuck the damn results .. its so fucking pissing me off
sorry for the language but y is it that even though i slog the guts out of me .. i still cant get a C , wait .. i cant even pass ..
yet others can claim that they did not study and pass wif ease ?
thats one of my papers .. 3 more to go
well .. screwed my gp my econs was slammed by the teacher
and when did i pass lit ?
my aspirations gone down the drain .. dreams shattered ... one weak heart ot take it ..
a quarter of the war is lost so far and i feel like throwing in the towel ..
poly life which is like a dream is soon becoming a reality ...
some may think i'm dumb .. but wads the point of continuing when u cant get straight As ? wait again .. i cant even get straight Es ..
so wads the point ..
On a lighter side, went out wif elaine for dinner ..
well realised she didnt do well too .. haha .. but why can she be so normal to it? did she noe that she did not try hard enough ? i doubt so but she seems fine .. sigh .. she was like so crappy and all .. haha .. brighten me up ya .. haha ..
but back to the main topic ...
sigh .. to be or not to be .. tats the question
digital love; 9:16:00 PM
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
ok .. i think this is damn true .. how do this webby get all this info ? by luck ?? argh ..
digital love; 11:27:00 PM
i feel like quitting roc ....
digital love; 11:04:00 PM
Monday, April 05, 2004
Relationship
What's wrong wif these people. Guy A likes Gal A and are together.
Then theres Guy B who likes Gal B and are together.
Wait .. Guy A also likes Gal B and Guy B also likes Gal A
But wait again .. Gal B also likes Guy A and Gal A also likes Guy B
Wait still ... Gal B also likes Guy B and Gal A also likes Guy A
Guy A and B are best friends
Gal A and B are best friends too ...
so wad in the world is wrong wif these ppl ..
i cant get this shit in my head coz it makes no sense to me ... y bother going into a relationship wif this bugger and then liking another bugger ..
it juz disgusts me .. and even though they all know everything ..
they think they can all be good frens and can remain wif each other too ..
can it realli be possible ? i think it proved a point that a guy and girl can nv be best of friends .. and from this point it seems though that its true .. sadly
digital love; 6:55:00 PM
Saturday, April 03, 2004
Passion of the Christ
watched the movie yesterday ... with all the hype and the free movie tixs .. the whole cinileisure was so damn fu*king crowded... it seemed though some damn boyband is in the place... it took us like half an hour to get out of the damn place la ... ugly singaporeans ...
ok .. back to the movie ... i think its such a pity .. but i dun understand the show at all ..
well firstly ... its a show of little words .. and since i do not read the bible ..for a non christian like me ... u'll be lost in wonderland ..
well .. the blood and gore were not that disgusting as everyone said it'll be ... or m i juz not passionate ? the movie shows jesus last hours and it juz stopped there .. and the ending well .. argh go watch it urself .. dun wanna spoil it ..
ok .. so for all ya ppl who wanna go .. get some knowledge first before going k .. and make sure u get ur tixs early .. there were like many full house ytd