ok .. it sux being sick .. been nursing a fever for the past 3 days .. it was 37 yesterday morning .. but in the night .. it suddenly rose to 38 and todae morning .. its 38.5 .. and i have this terrible cough .. when i cough my throat hurts like hell and my head will have this sharp pain .. argh .. and the amount of panadol i've been eating .. yUck .. i have them like for every meal la .. sigh .. its like only the start of the damn holidays la .. sigh .. do i have sars ? oh well .. juz i wun be going to school and will be rotting at home ..

There was a man, a lonely man
Who lost his love through his indifference
A heart that cared, that went unchecked
Until it died in his silence

And Solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him, takes him down
And by himself, it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing Solitaire

Another day, a lonely day
So much to say that goes unspoken
And through the night, his sleepless nights
His eyes are closed, his heart is broken

And Solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him, takes him down
And by himself it's easy to pretend
She's coming back again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing Solitaire

A little hope, goes up in smoke
Just how it goes, goes without saying
Solitaireee
And by himself it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again
Ohhh

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing Solitaire
Solitaire, solitaire

i'm sick .. temperature shot up to 39 .. cant believe it .. it gotto to be the hotest i have ever been .. lucky it has subsided already ...

anyway .. its so weird how ones view can become the view of the masses ..

my pre exams withdrawal mode ..

i think i'm going back to being a withdrawn person once again .. its the pre exams thinggy ya .. happened during my o's .. when i juz close my world .. well .. managed to get a decent result during the o's, hope its the same for this mid years... nv passed all 3 A level subjects in a exam before .. sigh ..

anyway .. my life is so snail moving .. i realised that there's no urgency in my life, like the exams i dun feel the exams tension and stress .. and i'm procrastinating like no ones business ... i can juz laze for 3 hours during the afternoon on the eve of the mid years .. yours truly is really procrastination personified (wanted to practise for my lit exams tomolo) =) the only time i'm rushing in the day is when i head to school .. i'm forever doing 50 metres sprints to the side gate .. competiting with the uncle on who reach the gate first ..

the taste of my cooking beats anything .. well almost .. haha ..

theres this buddhist thinggy going on at hougang stadium .. they're like playing those buddhist music ... weird ...

the clock is ticking .. the time is running and i'm dying ..
loads of homework man .. and i mean loads .. the amount of history homework i have is drowning me ..
theres two papers at the end of this week ... and i'm like the only peepZ who does not read ..
its gp and paper 8 so most probably i will be dead.
i feel myself in a guillotine just as E.E cummings is coming ..
i don't know y but i do not struggle unlike that soldier in the war poem..
so pls pray for me u ppl out there .. even though it wun help much jus pray .. sometimes a miracle might happen ..

today was entrepreneurs day .. srjc tried to organise a funfair kinda event .. was pathetic ... firstly, there were only enough stalls to fill the concourse area .. and the number of stall helpers i think outnumbered the crowd. well our stall earned a large sum of $4++ ?? its so nano .. so little for all the hardwork we put in .. well ... and the stupid draco stall opposite us earned like $300 ++ ?? by dedicating songs and sitting there juz playing them .. argh .. feel so dumb and betrayed and such a waste of my time .. (no offence to Draco .. juz wanna let out my frustrations)
argh.. today suxED ... complied with the previlged of being "invited" for college day makes me wanna do homework ... and realising that there is actually a life in doing homework .. fancy making us watched the whole damn thing.. and yet driving us home immediately when it finish, barring us from the canteen .. how could they .. depreiving me of fooD !! anyway .. no more such events i hope they said it was going to be the last .. or is it ?/

i'm sorry .. had to critise orion's onion rings .. its soggy, taste of the chicken flour, becz u all had to use the same oil .. and it doesnt have the onion ring taste ..
bLah .. 1/2 out of 5 ticks .. for the effort ..

hmmm ..ok .. my friend was telling me how she so wanted to marry a rich man and become a tai tai ..so i was walking past the blk and saw some tai tai.. and came to the conclusion that there are two kind of tai tai .. first well, are those super rich kind who lives in private estates and such.. those are ppl who would go for high tea and shop in high class places in town .. so what you might say, we all know that... well in the heartlands far away from town in hougang, there are also another bunch of taitai.. well .. they have high tea too .. well they bring drinks down and sit at the void deck .. they are forever perpetually there .. toking so loud and you should see the clothes that they wear man .. haha .. sigh .. life ..

well .. no food introduction for today .. today gonna critise some food .. Heartland mall bk sux .. and i mean it .. firstly, the darn service is so slow and i mean so slow it makes me wonder y is it called a fast food restaurant .. then the music sux .. they keep repeating their dumb cd over and over again .. the same old pathetic songs .. cant they juz buy another cd with the overwhelming cold hard cash they receive by exploiting us ?? a cd only cost $20 bucks .. the radio migth be a cheaper alternative .. then .. i ordered a cheeseburger today .. well got the burger .. opened it, the tomato sauce is there so are the pickles but wheres the CHEESE ?? argh .. poor service .. a cheeseburger without cheese !! y calling it a cheese burger .. but as wad grily said, a hamburger does not have ham too! lolx

yaWn .. exams are like next week ... sigh .. somebody inject the exams tension in me pLeAssssEeeeeeee

ok .. anyway, another great food to introduce to ya all this week .. you all should try the midnight curry along the shops opposite mobil near school .. its fantastic .. in the past it only opens late in the night, but now .. its opening at 7 ++ i think ..

4 ticks out of 5 ticks

YuMMY !!

uGh .. i'm so f#*King frustrated .. firstly i dropped my watch again !! argh .. y do i always do that .. luckily its alright and still working.. however, i think its my super bad karma and the thing is that the f#*King second hand came off .. after spending like $300 plus on it le.. i think thats it .. i'm gonna get something called a anti shock watch ..


anyway .. for food enthusiast like yours truly, today i shall introduce to all of ya a great prawn noodle stall. other than chomp chomp at serangoon gardens, there is this stall called changi prawn noodles or something like tat la .. its opposite chomp chomp and has this huge blue banner ..it charges like $4 the minimum for a bowl of large prawn noodles .. but price may vary, like today as the prawns today are bigger ..
watever ... anyway .. if you want tasty prawn noodles head down ..

3 1/2ticks out of 5 ticks ..


have u seen the BMW 700 series ..??

singapore is hopeless in reality tv. anyone caught the eye for a guy show ? the wannabe bachelorette show... with rachael the model.. it kinda sux totally. the way the show proceeds is so different from the original. well .. no fantastically nice house for the people to stay, no swimming pool, nothing .. and the trips they go like bantan and dunno wad instead of europe. and theres like no chemistry, rachael is like so disinterested in the damn thing and so are the guys, no kissing no secret stuff. and in the end she is now together with another guy and not the guy she pick. well .. thats the onli interesting part la .. haha wonder how would the singapore idol turn out .. maybe one should juz stick to cable tv ..

anyway, aquila is trying to think of sutible teachers or principles to get smashed by pies for charity .. anybody has anyone in mind ?? =)

was not in a friendly mood this week ... think i'm having pms .. well who says guys dun suffer from it too .. anyway .. this was the same case before O's .. guess exam tension is catching up on me .. sigh .. so pardon my bad mood and my harshful words and actions ..

was walking on the street .. man i swear she's pretty ..
she turns .. she's stunning, but looking down, look at that cigarette ..
oh my .. everything is spoilt ..
girls that smoke, they juz turn me off,it juz spoils the image of the person. even guys, its the same. was wondering again why would they wanna smoke? cool? nah .. it sux .. its cancerous, its smelly, its expensive. y ?

anyway .. suddenly went crazy todae, bought fries from mac kfc and burger king. and found that mac still has the nicest fries.. yum !!

Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

After all...
After all...

it has been such a grueling week. a end of one, a start of another. last week was super tiring. went home at 10pm the earliest then there was the sports heats and had roc camp on friday and sat. well, all the hard work paid off, our house won beautifully for cheerleading, thank you guys .. and the camp was kinda smooth sailing as well. i am now physically and mentally drained. my body aches and pleads for some rest.
this coming week seems to be a long one. theres nothing to look forward anymore. what can i look forward to? the mid years .. oh my .. one million and one work to do.
time waits for no one

walking away
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away (yeah) oh, to find a better day
I'm walking away (I'm walking away)
From the troubles in my life
I'm walking away (yeah) oh, to find a better day
I'm walking away

Sometimes some people get me wrong
When it's something I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun
That's why you turn and run
But now I truly realise
Some people don't wanna compromise
Well, I saw them with my own eyes
Spreading those lies, and
Well, I don't wanna live my life, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say, lady

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away (yeah) oh, to find a better day
I'm walking away (I'm walking away)
From the troubles in my life
I'm walking away (yeah) oh, to find a better day
I'm walking away

Well, I'm so tired, baby
Things you say, you're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room, baby
Don't listen to the games they play
Girl, I thought you'd realise
I'm not like them other guys
Coz I saw them with my own eyes
You should've been more wise, and
Well, I don't wanna live my life, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say, lady

I'm walking away (now I'm walking away)
From the troubles in my life (from the troubles in my life)
I'm walking away (yeah) oh, to find a better day
I'm walking away (I'm walking away)
From the troubles in my life (troubles in my life)
I'm walking away (yeah) (I'm walking away)
Oh, to find a better day

I'm walking away (I'm walking away)
From the troubles in my life (I've tried to solve you, baby)
I'm walking away (oh, yeah) (oh, yeah)
Oh, to find a better day
(Oh, I'm gon, I'm gonna find a better day)
I'm walking away (oh, yeah)
From the troubles in my life
(From the troubles in my life, baby)
I'm walking away (yeah) oh, to find a better day
I'm walking away

have been watching shows of different languages recently. watched a french show yesterday which was like so darn cool and a japanese one todae. it feels kinda different watching a movie of a different language. firstly i find that other language are like so much cooler than english, its a fresh change from all the english movie. everyone should go catch the movie yamikazi .. is it spelt this way ?? anyway .. catch it .. if u want to experience movies of a different language, catch the movies on central on sunday bout 2+ ya .. those are my fav ..

The weather or is it just me ? looking back old pictures .. memories flow back .. it seemed yesterday .. we were happy so much fun .. so much laughter .. but in a blink of an eye .. all this has gone to naught ...think the person who left the deepest impression on me gotto be aaron .. sadly his results did not permit him to study in a jc .. but he onli missed by a point .. yes .. tough hard cruel reality ..he's such a nice guy, could relate with him well too .. well juz wondering how is he ..
On a lighter note .. found how my brother had a blog ... cool .. anyway .. I cant see the brotherly thing going on between us .. haha .. guess I'm juz a mean brother in his eyes .. forever screaming and nagging ... but well .. don't want him to follow in my footsteps ..
I didn’t want to see a pathetic me in him .. sigh .. he mentioned bout the high expectations of him .. and I've decided to go easy on him .. I know hows stressful life is too ..
I wun say I'm depressed .. I'm juz lost in this place .. not knowing where to head, where to run, where to hide .. hopefully I will come out of it soon and face reality.