exactly one more week

we can go on forever like this and we'll still be insisting that we are both right.
yes i've went out wif girls and you went out wif ur kors.
well actually most of the time i hang out wif the women but how many kors do u have?
theres perhaps a reason y i dislike going out wif u and perhaps you'll nv understand it.
so we are both lost sheeps but the difference is that i'm not sure of anything ... i dunno anything !!
maybe it'll go away after i sleep but i'll been sleeping for a really long time alreadi ..

my mind is in a whirl, i'm confused or am i jus tired. i've nv felt so emotional about things before, but i guess things change. i want to commit but i dunno if i've made a mistake. perhaps i've not cherished you anymore but i feel the same bout you too. i duno wad you're thinking perhaps you like to tell me? or have things jus changed?
i'm at a crossroad of my life so have you, and i'm not sure which step to take. i would say all is not lost but its all going be lost soon.
i've nv talked much bout how i'm feeling so i'm sorry its a habit ..

anyway, did i mention that little blackie got 2nd place during the comp? well done !!

i've been thinking a lot about things these days too.
question1: why did we even stop talking? how did it happened ?
question2: are u neglecting me or am i neglecting u?
question3: y do i feel indifferent to things now?

more questions less answers, yet i dunno how to break the silence. it seems weird now, but silence seems to be the easiest to do. perhaps it has became a habit.

i nearly died today
was crossing the road
and luckily the car alerted me
been thinking too much when left alone
but there has been no answers
i dunno why
and jus like this
the day went past ...

today...
i went climbing again ..
and luke was chosen as valedictorian
2weeks more before ns
and i havent submit my uni application
yet, it was quiet again
today...

"the blue of life is often shadowed by the grey of uncertainty"

another mundane tuesday. did nothing much today. met up wif michelle in the morning to help her wif pictures for her application to sadam. went lunch at pasta cafe next before roaming town wif mich and charl.
went to asia alone and hoped to meet antony but he didnt appear. but bruno was there. however climbing suxed, was crowded, i'm tired, i'm lonely. yup but tomolo will be a better day. i hope it will be.

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Everybody says that their looking for a shelter, Got a lot to give but I don't know how to help her, I should just let it go till they learn how to grow, And how to liberate.Everybody says that she's looking for a shelter, Got a lot to give but I don't know how I felt her, They should just let it go till these cities learn to grow, And how to liberate.Silence is easy, it just becomes me, You don't even know me, all lie about me.Everybody says that I'm looking for a home now, Looking for a boy or I'm looking for a girl now, I can still let it go, I can still learn to grow, Into a child again.Silence is easy, it just becomes me, You don't even know me, why lie about me.Silence is easy, it just becomes me, You don't even know me, why do you hate me.

thanks niSssse for the ck eternity! bought nike socks too!! 3 for $19.90 .. cheap cheap.

anyway, what would u do if there was a clash of interest, a difference in thinking, poles apart in nature. opposite attract they say but does it always happen ? would u wait for things to change or would the leopard's spots still remain? will things even change ? i dunno ... but i know i'll wait ..

and its magical 8 alreadi .. time flies ..

shop shop shop .. finally wif the crazy woman by my side, i bought the bods stuff. (pleased wif the buy) while she bought her interesting stuff at tangs. sadly the addidas watch did not have the white coloured one anymore. and the addidas bag was kinda common, so skipped it. so we pop by wheelock after our HD ice cream and guess wad, we saw tay ping hui. and this crazy woman shouted "Hi Tay Ping Hui!" As wad a cool hunk would do, he took out his phone and acted as if he did not hear anything. and while on the escalator, this woman let out her scream once more. and it frightened away the hunk. super high due to the double scoop belgium chocolate ice cream plus one scoop of lychee wif bananas and stawberry sauce. but anyway, shopping was great todae, perfume and cologne, lets get them later k !!
anyway, to dear elaine congrats k, now u have someone to pinch alreadi. dun worry i'll be his best friend tell him everything k ..
and i realised i get a headache when listening to chemical brothers ...

continued my shopping spreee todae. sha and i decided to sleep in and skip the addidas sale and guess wad, almost any other shops are having sale. bods 20% espirit 15% and hush puppies are having their sale at suntec. went to bods first. wanted to buy some underwear. but the whole store was simply filled wif female staff and they were all like glaring. so i decided to come back another day. proceeded to the shop beside it and saw this ripcurl shorts but guess wad, no size. same wif espirit. but feeling much better todae, guess its because of the sweets angel gave me. anyway, new asia bar on monday k women ? and shopping before that !!

everything has really come to a standstill. my life is such a dull afair now. all i do is eat work sleep, its so boring like skye sweetnam's cd. i'm really falling into a state of depression. wanted to chill out at marina wif officer lokender but someone else poped up so everything was kinda put aside. so decided to bowl at kovan instead and to our horror, they were having a tournament. so steamboat became macdonalds and bowling became looking at vcds. bought a pair of nike sandals and an addi shirt on impulse spending i guess to curb my horrible emptiness within me. but i'm still depressed !!

working at cini todae was such a horrible time. firstly, we were given a near impossible target to hit, well forget the near. and the dj was blasting such disgusting dance hits and retro songs which make you wonder why these songs have not been retired yet. i'm bored, i really am, life seem so meaningless now, i dun even feel like doing anything. i'm not a workaholic, or a party goer nor a nerd nor a reali hardcore sports person, who am i? wad am i?

i've been observing some of the exec in the m1 premises and i am really disgusted with some of them. they are after all degree holders, smart, supposedly well educated. but why are some of them so petty, look down on others, and such? like this transport guy who i would vouch for, really accidently knocked into him. u cant reali blame him, the ground was sloping, and the bloody guy in front was walking like a snail, blabbering on his hp. yet he scolded the guy inside out and nearly threatened a fight .. and i can still remember the guy at G2 .. if this is wad happens when u get educated, i cant see the need then. even the canteen auntie is nicer!

"there are no surprises when nothing is expected"

i got straight Cs .. a personal achievement for me as i have nv gotten a C in my life.. felt reali sastified wif my grades .. reali thankful to firstly, my history teachers, mr tay and luke! and not forgetting esther who helped me wif lit and then my wonderful classmates! Congrats to Luke and GeokIe for their straight As and elaine and mich and edward and grace for their great results too. and its their fault now that i kinda feel shitty becz i realised straight C isnt reali suppose to be a happy thing.

for those who too "suprisingly" got fantastic results after claiming that you would even struggle to pass and after getting the results complained that well you should have gotten straight As instead, pls spare a thought for those who did not score so well. THank You !

why do u bother putting in so much effort to train people who would jus leave in the end ?
anyway, result's on friday