rouge has no one today, no one to click wif, but glad that you have. 2 more weeks to PoP
digital love; 3:34:00 AM
Monday, May 23, 2005
22nd of May 2005: unlucky day period
digital love; 12:51:00 AM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
the last 2 weeks has been wad i can describe as a strange week. it was field camp week and i was thinking bout things. yes many things. and ironically as i told my mates, i thuoght bout her, i even kinda missed her a bit as well. but i guess things have changed drastically after 2 weeks. 2 weeks is a long time and i supposed things have moved on. perhaps for the better? i do not know. back to army todae for another mini field camp cum test which i mus score well, and again, more time for me to think. think bout wad? well, i'm still thinking...
digital love; 10:26:00 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
the option of signing on for the great army of singapore is ringing in my head now. yes the dreaded option that few would even think bout. but honestly, army life realli aint that bad. looking at how lok is doing, i think its actually great. entering ocs and getting paid $1900 a month plus ur education would be sponsored is definitly a plus point. the minus point is that you have to serve an extra 4 years. but certainly 4 years will pass by quickly, or would it not? i hate growing up, any decisions and choices will now have to be carefully thought through now. any mistakes will afffect ur entire life and perhaps that's why i'm confused, lost, without an aim. wandering alone i do not know wad to do. life now is completely meaningless, i feel so plastic now, void of all emotions. maybe i should jus accept religion into my life.
