i guess its simply heartbreaking to see the one u so truly love,
the one who u promised to wait even if she said no
the one who simply dazzled in your eyes
the one who spoke of not having a man
yet she is also
the one who was holding hands with another boy
the one who broke your heart in two
the one who tore your dreams
so is she the one?

this is dedicated to huijie.. poor chap.. sigh

the countdown begins .. this is going to be the most eventful and fun week of my life! (well i hope)

2 more weeks and off i go onboard singapore airlines

a thought jus came through my mind. army has been such a headache. theres like a vacuum in my social life now. seriously. i'm probably wif the army guys literally 24/7 7 times a week. this is depressing. and i've came to a decision that i would now focus on army. fuck everything else for the moment. its simply not worth my emotions and time.

having camp fields week in week out is simply tiring. especially when u dun even get the chance to sleep. stuck in the wet dirty uniforms. sigh. life in ocs jus got faster and tougher. and guess wad, 2 more weeks before brunei.
anyway, wallet has been found. thanks woman for picking it up. hopefully i'll get it from u later. before off to camp i go again ..

consider this. Soon after October would be November. and i'll be in brunei. when i come back it'll be my birthday and then christmas. then thailand in January. Before coming back for Chinese New Year and then COMMISSION!
isnt it jus fast ?